Careless Escape

My heart’s getting toned cause you clasped the little side. The only we all let you in to. The only blue that it depicts The little beams of light that ripped you apart but you over looked  the little crooky cracks underneath and that’s all i wanted you to render All i do now is…

Love and Upshots

I’ve seen him at his best, and his worst and I can’t decide which I love more, his happiness or his raw emotions. I love all of him, every single side and bit. I love the whispers he mumbles his sleep, the red in his cheeks. There’s not a part of him I can’t accept,…

Do you have social anxiety ?

Anxiety. Social anxiety in particular can’t be explained to people who don’t have it ,cause it’s so hard to justify the reason behind  why you get shaky just because you have to walk through a room full of people, and trying not to stumble because you think people are constantly judging you. It’s not always…

Unsung Human

That unsung human with wide open wings with red eyes and strong soul Abiding with her storms She has got spirit in her feet . Like a poet hidden In the golden lightning of the sunken sun . Singing hymns unbidden and panting with bliss Heavens smiled above her as she lingered towards the deep

Embattled

  She would rather light a candle than curse the darkness Lived with those buckets of ashes The dead thing which smells sweet Those monochromatic photographs But she never ceased renewing them Cause she knew Once we do, We fossilize Compiling against her will And she’s of her own opinion still Clicking with solitude and…

Apparently.

I’ve started seeing those sparks at the end of the most darkest caves. I’ve started realizing the beauty of sunset. I’ve started enjoying every music, I’ve started to control the tears rolling down on my cheeks I’ve started people letting go I’ve started taking what I should and shutting eyes to the rest I’ve started…

Beats and Muse

The loftiest place is that seat of grace for which all the folks try I only knew what hunted thought quickened her step and why she looked upon the garish day with such a wistful eye At every wandering cloud that trailed it raveled fleeces by And it’s there walking in the high woods Strangling…

Vanity

Every strong person has a shaking shadow behind him The things he left behind,the tears that dried, the strength shattered in bits. But he’s peppy now Somehow at the end of every crap you just end up gaining so much respect for yourself,and that’s what makes you happy even if you are alone . You…

SUICIDE

“Fake smile dried eyes scratched wrists bruised thighs” I never get people who fear suicide OR THINK ITS A COWARDS STEP. Like you won’t be even alive to regret what you did. I may be so negative right now that I will make killing yourself so reasonable than anything right now End the pain, end…

Top Dog

Under the broad bright windows when it first began to warm his blood so noble and so bare there’s music in the midst of desolation and a glory that shines upon his tears down the drain in his paradise above the evening star staring the clouds when reported by deep stream He hears a sickening…

What it feels like to have social anxiety..

Yes, I can not make eye contact with people, but that doesn’t mean I’m not listening to them I avoid it cause I literally panic when somebody look into my eyes ,that what if he can read my mind, what if he can somehow get to know what I’m thinking It’ll be worst for me…

Zero miles to heaven

Nimbus sweeping the tips few cottages ,few people their abodes  lit with lantern I wish to cut those foggy ends hiking there in the parlours  of heaven abiding with biting chilly winds Sit there .Tone down the enigmatic chaos and relinquish the humdrum of existence I am beginning to rub my eyes at the prospect of peace I relish the views from…