Yes, I can not make eye contact with people, but that doesn’t mean I’m not listening to them
I avoid it cause I literally panic when somebody look into my eyes ,that what if he can read my mind, what if he can somehow get to know what I’m thinking
It’ll be worst for me
I try to think about everything so spontaneously so that he can’t get a single clue ‘bout it
It’s weird! RIGHT?
But that’s a single thing I could be mentioning out of a lot
When the term social anxiety surfaced .I was finally able to identify my issues so that now I can overcome them
This thing is painful
By pain, it always doesn’t mean I’m bleeding or I broke my bone
This pain is much more intensive, which is catastrophic to my soul and heart
I’ve seen myself struggling to explain myself to other people and share what I ever felt
but do not assume I’m rude. IT takes every ounce of courage i have to start a conversation
I so badly want to scream to people to describe my situation to them or tell why I avoid people or that i’m sick and tired to be known as quiet girl OR why I just can not talk about tough stuff!